And This Is My Joy....
I just love this little guy to pieces! He is such a fun baby and he has so much love in his eyes! Dawson absolutely adores being outside and playing in the mountains just like his father. This summer has been so exciting, but very difficult because he can't seem to get over the ear infections. Dawsey finally had his appointment today with the Ear, Nose, & Throat specialist and they want to get him into surgery first thing in the morning, which gives me mixed emotions. I totally believe in the accuracy in tubes due to my other two children needing them before the age of one, and they both were brand new babies after the surgery. Yet, I still have an unbelievably hard time letting my babies go under. I know the risk of something happening is very slim and still I can't help but worry. Jade always keeps his attitude extremely positive for me and never thinks of the worst. I'm trying to do the same- but I have so many stories lying in the back of my mind of those precious little children that mothers have lost lately. I have made a point to completely engulf myself with my children and every moment I have with them. Knowing that you can't predict the future and I have to do my best today and right now with them. Sorry this is a little depressing for a post. That is what I love about blogging though- you can just let it all out if you need to and it really does make a difference. Also, it always makes me feel better hearing from all of you! Thanks for listening to my ramblings and sharing your experiences. I'll let you know how he does! You'd think I'd be a pro by now but I really feel like a rookie!!!